THE RECURRING DREAM!!

 What is it about a non-scary recurring dream that keeps on coming. Is it what our heart deeply desires or What our fate can never find or is it a cursed mixture of these two!!!

       Dreamsss. One of the many mysteries improvised by nature to keep these mortal us busy with, awake minds trying to be cognizant of their own asleep forms. It is believed by many that the soul goes back to its homeland everytime one,s asleep and the brain, on its own ,gets all messed up and disheveled The Illogical bizarre dreams who always bear a crazy interplay of space and time laws , where you are strolling in a weird mix of your school ,home and your village ,where at one instant you are on some cow flying it and the next, may be, you yourself are a cow. All these dreams are somewhat palatable. Some are actually really scary or disheartening but one knows really well what his heart feels after having those dreams. 

       Then come the dreams , this article is trying to talk about. Neither does one knows immediately after waking up how one feels, nor does one understand his emotions while talking or writing about them. Coming up of that dream brings delight Same you , same longing ,same failing struggles of going to those destined place or places, same elation of finally reaching there, those places embracing you with same warmth everytime. The places? Well those dark yet non-scary, barren yet laden with trees , haunted yet desireable places. Fruity trees on the sides and you walking between two wide canals, water overflowing their tops in a smooth fashion creating an illusion of calmness, the edges of them drawing up close with the deceptive cunningness, the path between them getting narrower and narrower , but your spellbound body never retreats , knowing of the fact that them alluring you is to finally engulf you and drown you down. The land is far from fairyland for it gets darker and darker with each barefooted advancing step of yours. 

It sometimes happen that longing remains longing and you just end up getting entangled in rushing and winding up the chores to go there but never could actually go.

       Then you suddenly wake up, all happy and sad. The same dream again!!! Lying motionless you make a try to extract a meaning from the dream . Your mind  contented that it finally came as if it been subconsciously desiring it . Is it something that got lost into childhood and was forcefully erased from your memory but somehow your mind managed to keep a secret cassette hidden for you .Or is it something the reinventive future will bring for which the unseen souls attempt to prelim you beforehand. Is it something your heart and soul so badly desiderate but fate could never have. Or is it all just rubbish and carries no meaning . It will stop coming one day and will perish away and so do you!!