Calling...
Did I miss my calling or I never had one and what if I never will have ?" My fragile useless heart went down with the mere thought of Universe being indifferent to me. Universe wanted nothing from me .Test me ,torment me or tear me apart but One thing us humans cannot bear is indifference . It steps down and seeps into veins like slow painful poison. Getting up everyday with this pain makes each step unbearably heavy, it is as if those steps openly refuse to lift the weight of a body that is or considers itself useless. But the mind , my giant cruise , resisted to collapse in the cyclones of thoughts. It started giving justifications and there arose a fight between two non-existing yet the most dominating persons inside me . While reading 'Paul Kanithi's When breath becomes air' , both awed and inspired, I became, suddenly, out of nowhere extremely jealous of him. He was going to be a neurosurgeon which is what I solely desire, but som...